memories coming abroad a vast ocean of stars

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2009-11-17T01:14:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEE.....!!!! HEHEhehehe...ha. i can't believe i finally have the motivation to write a post. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! so sian. now i'm like doing homework everyday even though its the hols alr. but i sort of look forward to it. that's how nerdy i am. AND I JUST FINISHED READING SOMETHING ABOUT PROTONS, NEUTRONS AND ELECTRONS but i can't get a single thing about them into my head so now i'm trying to do something about the CA bonus marks questions BUT(again) i gave up and turned to blogging. ITS SO BORING AT HOME that you can slug your guts out like mad and not get anything in return.

Facebook has absolutely nothing in it, google is filled with so much wikipedia stuff that you'll need some super thick dictionary to decipher whatever is in it. and the geog textbook for NEXT YEAR is totally all case studies THUS I AM SO GONNA FAIL IT NEXT YEAR. okay, why am i talking about work? its like making me freak out more.

changing of topic in progress....

i just realized i have some serious problem of whateverphobia which makes me worry all the time. ARGH! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT WHAT IT IS CALLED. but anyways, i've started worrying about lame stuff like what if i go blind and what if i die suddenly. i know this is crazy but i think all these started after i realized how complicated the world really is. i blame it all on Animal Farm cuz it totally tells me about how people and animals die in the russian revolution(and that Hitler used to watch cockerels fighting till they are all bloody). or perhaps it's just because the holidays are driving me crazy. there's this communication barrier cutting me off from my whole class. sighs...i'm missing everyone now. :(

EXAMS....ARE Over!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomg. i can't believe exams are finally over. thought they would never end. i'm slacking like crazy now, plus i just made a vow to keep my blog alive no matter what happens. :D so yays! okay, that's lame. but i can't wait to go to Rachel's house to see floppy the doggie!!!!! hehes.

oh and im so worried about science. i made like super lotssssss of careless mistakkes. and i think i drew the heating thingy with straight lines when it was supposed to be CURVED. -.- and chinese. argh its killing meeeee...

i just read the messenger and gathering blues, sequels to The Giver. they're like soo... make u want 2 reflect and stuff and they give you the impression that our world is on the road of becoming a utopia one which is really scary. in the messenger, there's this ambiguous ending about whether Matty really died or not and it was really touching and sad cuz if he died, he died to save his village from destruction and to make it flourish again. all about self-sacrificing lives.

and im going out with tze rae to ion orchard this sunday. its like a dream come true after being cooped up in my room for weeks on end just to study. i really regretted not going to church just because i need to study. sighs...

AND I CANT WAIT for the fieldtrip tomorrow to some battlefield thingy at Bukit Chandu or smth. lolz. i'm gonna go crazy and hyper there cuz its finally AFTER THE EXAMS!!!!!! n we can slack like mad and not worry until we get our papers back.

to-be-last-post

2009-08-21T23:14:00.000-07:00

This might seriously be my last post here. i lack the motivation BIG time. plus, exams are coming n ive gotta study if i wanna remain in CO. i'm fretting over lang arts now, which i shouldn't cuz e exam is like super far away. regretfully, i should be worried about science and geog cuz i really don't understand a thing about them.

health week was fun. as in how you would say physics is phun(fun). n it isn't. so in conclusion, health week wasn't fun. I HATE DRAGON BOAT RACING!!!!! it seriously sucks. like all u do over there is get yourself drenched with reservoir water. oh, n u also get blisters on your hands....))))))):

byebyes for now...or forever....

my blog will become extinct soon...

HEALTH WEEK!!!!

2009-08-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

OMGOMG!!!i cant wait for health week!!!! we get to wear pe that wk n guess wad???no cca!!!!!AND AND AND...my piano lesson is postponed till thursday!!!:DDDDDwhich means i cant finish doing the unfinished piano homework!!!!im not gonna be a snail anymore or go to a utopia world! just as jing wen says, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!

ANDANDANDANDAND,,,i finished NINE hours of cip in one day!!!!u cant imagine how happy n exhilarated i am!!!!bbut i did lots of manual work so im like aching all over which is a bad thing. seriously. oww...

the world just goes round the sun non-stop

2009-08-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

SIGH...im sorry i keep starting my posts with a sigh. i just cant help it.:s i thought that monday would never come. i thought that i would be free forever. i must have been drunk. REALLY!to think that i can avoid piano lessons?!?!SIGH.my theory isn't done, the piano has been left untouched for months, and i haven't listened to the stooopid music pieces my (stoooooopid)teacher wants me to listen to.

like i give a damn.I HATE PIANO LESSONS!!!!!!and i've still got to worry about CIP like what to bring there and stuff. and how am i going to eat. my shift is like from 11am to 8pm without a break. then im freaking out about the poc dinner and what should i wear, how do i go home all by myself in the middle of the night and how am i supposed to finish all my homework on time...furthermore, there's lang arts, science, geog higher chinese and math on that day which = to a 1 metre pile of homework.

i know i should seriously stop worrying but i (again) just cant help it. and now im reminded of the fact that there's still a fight going on in RC and that our footdrill is not up to standards at all and BLAH BLAH BLAH...

if life is all about worrying, i'd rather be a snail.

life really sucks.

2009-08-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

i'm bored.but at least i found some cip to do in the library.like finally.i hate the quarrel in rc.every1's mad at each other,everything's going wrong!argh.why cant it be resolved once and for all?now there's this weird and tense silence in the blog.nope,nobody's saying anything.sigh...

2009-08-07T08:35:00.000-07:00

I CRIED IN SCHOOL YESTERDAY.during poc. i was like super sad. it was when we were singing my heart will go on. i seriously thought tad i wouldnt cry. i promised myself. but then i saw Michelle Ma'am cry. and Yan Bing Ma'am. then the rest of the Ma'ams had like tears in their eyes.i tried not to look at them cuz i would cry. so i stared at the floor. but then the "sensation" just came. the tears just welled up. i tried to make them go back in but they just flowed out.i mean it's super sad. okay, i cried at home too.i guess i didnt cry enough.i couldnt help it.sighs.i'll miss the ma'ams like crazy...:((((

FIRE ANTS!!! oh!horror!

2009-07-31T23:26:00.000-07:00

went 2 some BIG WALK today.like BIG DEAL.okay,it is a big deal.we were forced 2 stand on the grass which was full of fire ants.(by the way, the walk was some red cross stuff.)i dunnoe how many ppl got bitten but some 1 from another school even CRIED.i think we stepped on their nests and like at least ten of them would climb up yr trouser leg and start bitting like crazy. miselle got bitten on the cheeks!

i guess the ant wanted 2 kiss her or smth.jkjk.

i didnt get bitten cuz i was like jumping up n down crazily. :D hehe. then we moved to the so called "track".n guess wad? MORE ANTS CAME. so i was like killing every1 of them, i mean stamping and squishing them. like we've got 2 take revenge somehow. but there's irony here aka a literary device. cuz we r "lifesavers" (it says so on the back of our T-shirt) but we r now killing life. wiping them out. small lives.hahas.

but i didnt care.n next the queen ant came out n i just stepped on it.yeuck!the floor was filled with DEAD ANTS KILLED BY ME< NICOLETTE AND WENN LIN!!!haha.and they were blown about by the wind.so yea,u can guess how the scene was.

so evil.

playing ball

2009-07-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

Sigh...wanted to play basketball with tze rae today.but guess what? my mum said "NO!" ARGH.n im still feeling very prond of my new specs,no matter how nerdy. at least its better than my old one; with all tad cutie cutie graphics at the side. AND I FINALLY GOT MY PHONE CHARGED UP WITH TEN DOLLARS!!!!!YAY!!!thats both gd and bad news for pp. good news:i can reply all e unreplied smses sent 2 me. bad news: theyre gonna receive loads of smses from the one n only ccy.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay, im feeling very bored now so im typing crap.

the un-titled

2009-07-22T02:44:00.000-07:00

im sooo pissed with myself for doing something seriously wrong and also going the wrong way-haywire...........sigh..n i really cant believe cca is like starting tomorrow.ive been looking 4ward 2 it 4 many days but when it comes, ill b super scared n nervous. i dunnoe wads wrong with me. n y cant pp b more understanding??????????got quite angry at school 2.n y cant pp answer my calls????????got vry pissed at home.

ew...i hate my life...:(

sick.just sick.

2009-07-20T07:34:00.001-07:00

argh.caught some stooopid fever n headache and wadever sickness tad prevented me from going to school. :(

missed out on homework so now im like rushing like mad 2 finish them. i know i should take it slowly but tad isnt wad SOMEBODY would do(i think) hehe.cuz tad persons like e smartest person in the whole world.

oh my gosh. i went 2 soup restaurant yesterday n e food was like wad? awesome, brilliant, delicious(abi, i need more words, can u help me?).cuz its like lettuce wrap with ginger chicken, chilli, cucumber....ummm...omgosh shouldnt keep thinking bout it.

i love food...

sick.just sick.

2009-07-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

MUSIC HOMEWORK

2009-07-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

i seem to like using capital letters after mzzzz chua said that they were used for emphasizing a point. who says i dont listen in class???i also love to quote from people which i just did in the chatbox.

quoted from some homework poem by jack pre. pre. pre. what was that word?jack prevolesky or smth.

the poem:

homework oh homework
i hate u u stink
i wish i could flush u down the sink
then smth smth smth n i forgot alr.
but its a cool poem.

homework groanwork
im being loaded with tons of homework.MUSIC HOMEWORK.quoted from tzerae: haixxxxx:(

Sick of tests

2009-07-08T01:22:00.000-07:00

sigh...just had a new south wales test 2day. i didnt even realise till 2day before recess. i must have been talking too much in class.aiyoooos. :( i nearly freaked out okay. then JINGWEN said it was english so i was like whew.. but then!!! the test turned out 2 be writing a book or television review. i freaked out.

i really really really really really really really really didnt know what to write so i just any how write about nancy drew book review which was totally and absoulutely RUBBISH.

then i exceeded the number of words that was supposed 2 be written. they wanted 200 and i bet you i wrote like 500. im dead meat.im gonna have 2 go for remedialS soon. sob sob.

2day theres no homework. so im having nothing 2 do, just roaming around, slacking. theres chinese spelling 2morrow and i dun care if i fail or not( actually i do but still,...). SIGH...zzzzzzz

POC

2009-07-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

Passing On Parade...oh man.i hate it. the Ma'ams are leaving...weve got 2 memorize 2 songs 2 sing to them.sigh...im sad.but i like e titanic song-My heart will go on. super nice. describes how i feel.

anyways,2dae i feel sooo bad...i 4got its joy's birthday!!!i didnt give her anything.im gonna buy her a breadou from action city and some other stuff.

guess what? im going 2 watch harry potter with my friends on a friend's birthday(secret person from SC).YAY!!! so happy! i like danile radcliffe. e potter guy.

going out with Shreya next saturday to AMK Hub n take neoprints!!!

just stuff

2009-06-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

my friend went to england then must be quarantined. soooo good.

i skipped CIP today.n im still feeling very guilty...slept over at cousin's house.super fun lorhs.lol.took some pictures but she dun wanna help me upload to my blog.bleah.

guess how many hours have i done for CIP.yes,1.5 hours...ONLY.sigh.when i think of my partner having done 50+,cuz of some SCMUN stuff,i feel even more guilty.i 2 lazy go.n i also hav smth on.but it wasnt necessary.im gonna do CIP like crazy in my sch.ill stay back like crazy.i wanna minus points for o levels.but im still doing nothing about it.

that reminds me of not studying properly during the hols.which means next year im gonna be in the last class.darn the stupid geog, science, n especially maths.the lowest common multiple n highest common multiple is getting on my nerves.then there's that stupid stupid geog test on tuesday.n science i cant seem to remember anything about it except those lab safety rules.sigh.

im super stressed out now okay. :(

bleah.

6B

2009-06-17T22:55:00.000-07:00

this is random but yea.6B oh eight rocks!

red cross tickets,anyone?

2009-06-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!so sian.we've got to sell tickets in red cross to earn CIP points.guess how many i sold? zero.whoooooooooo!!!!!that's sarcasm like duh...first things first,im too lazy to look 4 people to sell my tickets to.n secondly,my friends just stubbornly refuse to buy them.grrrrr.......im sooo sick of seeing my tickets.i wanted to just thrash them and give miss hing $50 but its a waste of money.imagine how many neoprints can be taken with $50.sooooooo,wad do i do wib my tickets???

2009-06-09T08:21:00.000-07:00

GRRR...NOW IM FREAKING ANGRY BECUZ OF SMTH. GUESS WAD HAPPENED. PP SAY 4 CAMP WE NEED 3 PE SHIRT N 3 PE SHORTS.I NEARLY FREAKED OUT(AGAIN) CUZ I ONLY HAVE 2 PE SHIRTS. SO...I WENT THROUGH E TROUBLE OF GOING 2 PEOPLES PARK FROM BISHAN, GOT CAUGHT IN A JAM, N WHEN I GOT THERE THE SHOP WAS FREAKINGLY CLOSED.THE END. NOPE. ITS NOT THE END. I SPECIALLY WENT 2 MY FRIENDS HOUSE 2 BORROW E SHIRT. SHE LIVED NOT IN ANG MO KIO BUT NEAR HOLLAND ROAD. WE HAD 2 PUMP MORE PETROL HALFWAY. THEN THE NEXT DAY IT WAS WRITTEN ON THE CAMP BLOG:PEOPLE WHO ONLY HAVE 2 PE SHIRTS CAN JUST BRING A WHITE BASED ONE INSTEAD. NOW U NOE HOW FREAKINGLY FREAKING ANGRY I WAS. AND STILL AM.BLEAH.SPIT.SPAT.GRRRRRR..............................................A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS, OBVIOUSLY.

2009-05-31T07:51:00.001-07:00

www.fancifulfantasy.blogspot.com

2009-05-31T07:49:00.000-07:00

hw im left with:
1) monologue
2) the giver
3) maths
4) study files, assessments blahblah...

2009-05-31T07:47:00.000-07:00

can some1 plsssss comment? i cant find e textbox anywhere so i need comments. duh.

fruits like bananas can kill...

2009-05-31T07:41:00.000-07:00

like what the heck?! Bananas again. I am writing in standard english now becanuse some people complained...:s. I'm not telling you who...:x I hate bananas. They kill me, torture me....like I said, I'm dying slowly. A slow and painful death...That piano teacher. she kills me more than bananas does...i noe im writing vry random stuff but yea, im stressed out. oh man, i went back 2 improper eng.

dun go 2 expo vending machine (find out why below)

2009-05-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

bleah! 2day me n tze rae went 2 expo bk sale. guess wad happened. yup. we wasted 90 cents on nothing. e chips just got stuck inside n wouldnt come out. i tried kickin e machine but obviously it didnt noe wad we wanted n just stuck there. tze rae wanted 2 complain 2 some1 but who? like, we have no proof. n i love shopping!!! whoots! i love my new bag n e facial cream i got 4 free!!! FOC!!!! WHOOTSSSSS!!! i love e whole world, n all its blah blah blah!!!(im high in e sky!!!) whooooooooooooooootssssss!i love studing!!!! i hate piano lessons!!! like crazy. i hate it when e teacher posts e wrong stuff on asknlearn n i cant do my hw.....i hate piano. i hate piano. i hate piano. i never liked it before anws....all bcuz of tad teacher. tad teacher. tad teacher. it's haunting me like some mad ghost. im dyin slowly......

2009-05-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

Sigh...ive not been posting 4 like...ages+ages+ages. so sorry. all the hw, tests, assignments, blahblah...anw,its mainly bcause i have a chinese blog alr. sigh...so sian...and btw,this may be too late but still yea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!!! we love u!!! hahas 1co rox!!!

2009-02-13T02:29:00.000-08:00

i luv valentine's day! happy valentine's to all!!!!!!!!!!!with lots of love...<3<3<3>

2009-01-21T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today my angel gave me letter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So happy!And do u know that "nice"means stupid last time?haha

2009-01-20T05:44:00.000-08:00

i love scgs!!!and you know my angel only give me ONE miserable letter! One quater of a foolscap page!arghhhhhhhhhh
today i went to the peranakan museum for research.Go out with friends super fun. then we went to Cheers and bought Freezy and Chipster! not bad,eh?lol ;-D i m so happy!!!

memories coming abroad a vast ocean of stars

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EXAMS....ARE Over!!!!!!!!!!!!

to-be-last-post

HEALTH WEEK!!!!

the world just goes round the sun non-stop

life really sucks.

FIRE ANTS!!! *oh!horror!*

playing ball

the un-titled

sick.just sick.

sick.just sick.

MUSIC HOMEWORK

Sick of tests

POC

just stuff

6B

red cross tickets,anyone?

fruits like bananas can kill...

dun go 2 expo vending machine (find out why below)

FIRE ANTS!!! oh!horror!